Saturday, November 30, 2013

Reflections on C.S. Lewis

It is hard to be original regarding a Christian icon about whom so much has already been written and said...but here are some thoughts straight from my heart.

Like a vast host of readers, I became acquainted with "Jack" Lewis (as he is known by his intimate friends and relatives, never really liking his given name "Clive Staples") through his children's stories about an enchanted land called Narnia. Captivated by his on-our-level author's voice that never talked either down to children or over our heads, Lewis convinced me that those snow-covered woodlands, far-flung Lone Islands, forbidding deserts, battle plain, stone table and lofty Cair Paravel were all actual places, that badgers and bears and mice and squirrels...as well as a particularly dangerous and good Lion...could actually talk and interact with very human children who magically happened into Aslan's realm along with their sense of wonder, their childish and adult-ish foibles, and all their untapped and untaught potential. How is that for a run-on sentence?

Narnia and its unforgettable, inimitable characters was only my delightful baptism into the sphere of Jack Lewis's genius. Because of his great learning and his great heart, he obviously longed to share with others the beautiful and poignant insights God had given him about his Christian faith. Lewis did so with an unaffected warmth and honesty that is still winning him friends fifty years after his entrance into glory.

Peter Kreeft wrote a very clever book a few decades ago called Between Heaven and Hell that supposes a meeting in the afterlife anteroom between Lewis, John F. Kennedy, and Aldous Huxley, three men of very divergent beliefs who all died within hours of one another in 1963. In this book, Lewis is the proponent of his own "mere Christianity" while the other two awaiting their eternal destinies speak out in favor of humanism and pantheism, respectively. I like to think that this little book captures something of the wit and friendly urgency of Lewis that he infuses into all of his writing.

Time and space would fail me in elaborating on all of Lewis's books that have influenced my own life and my own writing. His Space Trilogy is a particular favorite of mine, as it is aimed more at an adult audience and succeeds in reviving what, for so many oldsters, is a hibernating capacity for fanciful imagining. His approach to science fiction addresses so many moral and sociological dangers that other sci-fi writers tend to gloss over due to their secularistic mindset. I am doing my best, hopefully, in imitating Lewis's approach in my own futuristic efforts.

Actually, the third book in his trilogy, That Hideous Strength, is a fictional treatment of his philosophical piece entitled The Abolition of Man, another of my favorites. He wrote this book, apparently, in response to a new English textbook that had been introduced in the public schools in the UK. The purported approach of the text's authors was to "debunk" the genuineness of all expressions of value in the writing examples they included in their book. Their thesis was that any expression such as "that is an awesome waterfall," rather than saying something real about the waterfall itself (which is in reality merely lots and lots of water falling over a cliff), is actually describing the writer's own subjective feelings and nothing more. Lewis answers this thesis with a masterful and cautionary counterargument that we all must be taught to assign values to everything we experience in the world around us. Values that truly reflect the worth of the realities they describe. He then goes on to foretell the fate of a humanity that insists on subjectifying all value, namely, the loss of all that makes us human.

And what else can I say...about the haunting, hilarious, holy pages scorched by the fiery pen of the senior demon Uncle Screwtape? about the heartrending journey from hell to the outskirts of heaven in The Great Divorce?  about the book Lewis wrote about the nature of the Four Loves? his treatise on miracles...on death and disease...his magnum opus Mere Christianity?

All I can do is praise our God for saving the soul of a young atheist and gifting him with the ability to reason, imagine, believe, and thankfully, to write.

Suffice it to say, fifty year later, Jack's inklings live on. My advice to all...immerse yourselves in them.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Daughter of Zion

Willing to surrender
even to the death demanded
by a father's foolish vow,
she climbed into the mountains
to mourn with tearful maidens.

See the sacrificial dance,
O victorious Jephthah,
and enjoy your bitter freedom
so dearly bought, so dearly bought!

How much rather
would I be bound, body and soul,
to the One whose grace
that ancient judge
seemed scarcely to know...

How much sooner
would I welcome my daughter's defiance
in the face of my prideful vows,
binding her to duty, daring
to speak where God is silent.

Let her voice surrender praise
and let her feet be joyful
upon the sacrificial hills
of the slain, victorious Lamb!


(for Heather's 25th Birthday)
MNA
March 22, 2013

Friday, November 15, 2013

Lord, Teach Me to Pray


Lord teach me to pray,
Not merely the how but the why—
For I so easily forget prayer’s necessity
Here in the soul-choking fog of my self-satisfaction.

Lord, teach me to pray,
Not only its duty but its direness—
For I so often succumb to a peacetime mentality,
Blind to the bullets and bombs of sin exploding around me.

Lord, teach me to pray,
Not just its privilege but its purpose—
For I am so prone to be moved by selfish desires
When it is only Your will and kingdom You’d have me seek.

Lord, teach me to pray,
Not as recreation but as labor—
For I mustn’t treat intercession as a game or a pastime
When I’ve seen you in Gethsemane sweating drops of blood.

Lord, teach me to pray,
Not conveniently but continually—
For my need of Your saving, sanctifying, sustaining grace
Will not end until the presence of sin is banished forever.

I need You, Lord…
O teach me to pray.


MNA
November 5, 2011

Friday, November 8, 2013

New Wine

We die not for love of  Wisdom,
nor for the cool comfort of dark closure
that creeps up and snatches
the aged from their cradles.
Yet, a dying choice proves sweeter
than the giddy ball of this age that spins
and twirls its way into madness--
a madness that finds no asylum.

We dress instead in beggar's rags
and are dragged from distant byways
into grace's feast. We die united
to the Feastgiver, to the Winemaker,
to the Vinedresser who reaps and tramples
once all the nations have ripened--
when all the laughter ends--
and begins anew.

Friday, November 1, 2013

Love Ablaze


Too often…
Love dies upon my lips
And never lasts
Beyond my fingertips.
A fire burns
Deep in a core of stone
But fails to warm
Or brighten those who dwell alone.

Love blazed long
In triune hearts divine
Before it spilled
Onto this soul of mine.
Their passion-plan,
What suffering it would cost:
God as a man
Would love me with a cross.

I repent
Of love devoid of form,
For by a curse
And selfless acts my soul was born.
New fire burns
Sending hot sparks abroad
To kindle flames
In darkened hearts to blaze for God.

MNA 10/21/13